A suicide note

The scripting, depicted below, are completely fictitious. Any resemblance with anyone, living or dead, is purely incidental.
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A few while ago, the heavy dark brown freight locomotive stumbled by and vanished in the dark night. If there were day light, if you looked behind, you could easily see the IIT tower stretching against the rebel sky. Since it was pitch dark, neither the tower nor the sky was visible to the naked eye.
All that was psychic, mysterious and spiritual came to the forefront. This could be inspiring or it could be confusing, depending on how I was able to integrate it into my overall experience. Someone made a mistake by offering his mortal life to the grasp of death.
I don't know what death means. If this world is an illusion and if the life after death is the ultimate truth, I must not have been able to realize the life and death and above the the creation of the Almighty.
And if I assume that I am not mistaken, I knew that he came here to commit suicide. At least the suicide note on his desktop suggested so. But to my utter surprise, the body was not found. Finally he could not make it.