My Crush

When I was in class XI, I was in love with Juhi Chawla. I was mesmerized by her stunning beauty. At the later stages of my life, new names were appended in my my crush list. When I came in the fresher year of my college, I developed a great obsession towards Halle Berry. I ate her, I slept her and I dream t her in my sleep. These two women were my crushes but I was not so much mad about them.
Then I found Monica Bellucci. She was a living Goddess, epitome of the beauty and the human form of Venus. It is tough to describe her beauty in words. I saw each and every movies that she acted in, each and every ads where she was present. Malena is her greatest creation. I was so mad about her that I wrote a love letter for her, but could never post it.
When I was in my sophomore, I had a classmate namely Shiladitya. Some of his words made me realize or rather redefine the word crush. He was a very big fan of Britney Spears, but she was not his crush. It is true that if you are a big fan of someone, it does not necessarily mean that she will have to be your crush. But Shiladitya had all the feelings towards Britney that one should have towards one's crush. He explained me why Britney was not his crush. As he went on, "You know, there are so many guys after Britney. Whichever nasty site you open, you will find her picture there. Otherwise she might have been my crush". I said, "But the pictures that you find on those sites are all fake. And Britney has great number of fans, so what?? She can always be your crush. Are you going to marry her or what. Ha!!". Somehow that day he could not explain me. But I got what he wanted to mean.
Do you have any guess what he meant. Let me help you.
In our subconscious, we love the women, our crushes. We want them like we want our lovers. I know you all will laugh at me, but if you honestly ask yourself, you will get the answer. We want our crushes privately, alone in some romantic places, may be. We would love to talk to them, spend some quality time with them, watch them for ever and ever. But what about us who posses celebrities as their crushes? We don't even know how they talk or how they behave. We just impose the characteristics of our dream girl in them. And we want so spend some time with them. You know what I mean . ;-)
For me, my latest crush is Sreelekha Mitra. Most of you don't know much about her. Even I have a very less knowledge about her. I just know how she looks like. I have seen her in a movie-poster in the city wall. Since then I have been mad about her. Let me keep the name of the film as secret. You know, my sub-conscious instinct says me to keep it secret. I just don't want to share her with too many people. :-)
By the way, she came in a cocacola ad with Amir Khan.

Anirban Naskar
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